A name of life.
People said we won't live without friends.
We always need help from friends.
Friends are place to share joys and happiness.
Friends are place to learn.
Friends will be there to help you.
Accompany you so you won't feel lonely and will be there when you need.
Friends are the one who will listen to you.
Friends especially best friends are someone you can rely on.
And someone who understand you.
One thing to ask~~~
Do you really believe on this?
I don't!!!
Although i have a lot of friends but i still feel lonely.
I do have best friends but they still don't know what i really think about.
What i really need, when i really need.
I will be the one doing that.
I do believe they can really share your joy but not sadness.
I do believe that they will help you but i'm not sure they will do it if you didn't ask them to do so.
I do believe that they can teach us things but mostly we should learn ourself.
I do believe that they will accompany you bcoz they don't want to be lonely either.
I don't know why, i'm sure that when they think of you, they must be doing nothing at that time or just bcoz need your help or other reasons.
I do think that nobody understand me bcoz i admit that i'm too complicated although people think i don't.
I never tried to get closed to anyone bcoz trying to escape from hurt.
I really do~~~ of an experience.
I never tried to tell anyone of my secret. If i told something, believed me it wasn't a secret for me.
Who will know? None except me and someone related to it.
My bestfriend, i knew most of her stories but she knew hardly half of mine.
She do tell me most of her secret but i never tried to do so bcoz i knew she won't listen.
My friend, the one who always stayed beside me.
She knew nothing about me and so did I.
I don't believe at her at all. Although we do create a friendship group.
Who i really believe are God, Myself and My parents.
I will try to change my mind one day if i really meet friends that can change me. I really will!!!
Sorry friends of making you all shocked of this. But this is what a real me from the deepest heart of mine.
Ps: inspired from a blog post by Ashley Jo.
posted by ^爱的天平座^ @ 2:00 AM
2 Comments:
Since i geting closer with u when we're on 5th year of elementary school...
I already know if u're a little bit introvert.
As ur friend, I always want to know more about u, but...
What can I do if u seems like opening urself is a thing that really so hard 4 u???
I really really feel so sorry coz I haven't be a perfect friend like the 1 u want... I'll try my best even I myself confuse bout this.
Just try to share more things with ur friends... N try 2 give more attention 2 ur surrounding. (Just try & then u'll know what do i mean)
Btw, i love ur poem...
& also... Your honesty...
Hope can meet u soon...
God Bless U.
i think i can guess who u r...
it's not that i dont want to try to give attention to my surrounding...
it seems to be just i give to much attention and i feel the surrouding isn't the one that i'm looking for...
thats why, i try not to involved to much in it...
i share a lot af things to my friends...
but since i feel that they didn't really care about that, i stopped it...
And also, will anybody really care of that?
This is the first time for u and all my friends to get known of this...
although u've been beside of me for 8 years..."San"
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